Long time talker, first time blogger

How does Hollywood get away with it? I'm not talking about the sex or the language, the violence or drugs. I'm talking about the conflict. Raise your hand if you need just a little more conflict in your life. Have you sat around lately and said "I feel too peacefull. I'm too settled in my heart. I wish I had some outside source that would give me just a little anxiety."

You don't. I don't. I can hardly watch T.V.. When I do I watch the Disney Chanel. I'ts the most non-confrontational feel good for your buck. I highly recomend it. Don't let it bother you that your kids aren't in the room or home or born yet. What ever you do, don't watch the news. It's real, it's hardcore, and it's sponsered by xanax.

Truth is...

James Allen talks alot about truth, he talks a lot about happiness & Dear mr. allen proports that the 2 go hand in hand. for me though the truth doesn't seem very happy sometimes. like now for instance. The TRUTH is that in 15+ years of working i've probubly had 20 or more jobs. My wife is less than satisfied with with her choice to marry me.(or at least how I've turned out.) The truth is... that if you were to ask my son (age 6) what his favorite thing about me is he would say it's that I got him his own cell phone. My doughter (age 4) would say she loves my fat belly because its soft like a pillow. The truth is Im a dreamer, a vertual dollar store of great ideas. I've been givin the abuility to get exceited and to excite others. The sad part is that dreaming often ends with awakening, no ones ever got an exta dollar, and excitment is never enough.
Dispite the pain of truth there is a promiss of truth. The promiss of truth lets me know that its true that God wants me to succeed. That I've been givin things that others havent. Yes the truth can be happiness or pain. I have a hope that God will give me wisdom and bravery to see the truth about myself and keep going anyway. Then when I have used the promiss of truth to overcome the pain of truth I will be truly happy.